00:00

Nag-iinuman pa,..


00:00


Nasa harap pa rin ng PC,..


yan buhay namin.


Nauuhaw ako. haha


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Medyo nag-aalala lang ako kasi hindi nagt-text si Chet ,. pero ayun,. nakauwi din pala siya kinaumagahan.



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imbis na umaga ang usapan,. 1 PM na lang  pero hayun late pa rin ako.

Di ko alam kung bakit?

Siguro kasi puyat din ako.


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Sabay na kami papunta sa MOA,  magkikita kami sa sakayan mismo ng jeep sa taft.






Pagkakataon nga naman? hahaha


Color coding pa rin? omg

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initial reaction: parang hindi tayo dapat magtabi, . . omg

pati sapatos pareho pa! huwaaaaa!

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Summary of events:

1. Harry Potter 5 ang pinanood. Pero hindi ko naman napanood ang HP 1, 2, 3 , 4! wahahaha

2. Matagal pa maguumpisa kaya nag-gala muna kami.

3. Kumain ng specialty ng Vigan. Ayos lang ang lasa pero hindi niya nagustuhan! hahahaha

4. Naisipang hanapin kung san ba ang centerstage? ahmm at pareho naming hindi alam kung anong pinagkaiba noon sa dati.

5. Nakitang may mga nakapila na kahit 40 minutes pa bago maguumpisa ang sine. HUH? noong naka-2 ikot na ang pila, naisipan na rin anming pumila at nag naglaon ay uber haba na nag paikot na pila! haaaaaa!

6. Naintindihan ko naman ang movie. hehehe Wala lang,.. ^__^

7. Naglakad lakad muli pero umupo muna para kumuha ng mga litratong chuchuness.

8. Naisipang mag-gala kahit na hindi alam kung saan pupunta.

9. Napagod at umupo sa may hintayan ng errr,.. ano bang tawag doon sa umiikot na sasakyan sa MOA? hahaha

10. Nagkagulo dahil sa kung sino ang mas magaling manghula ng oras. OMG

11. Panalo ako noong una.

12. Panalo siya noong bandang huli!

13. Nakasakay na rin sa wakas sa TRAMP~ ayun naaalala ko na.

14. Kumuha ulit ng litrato. Bagong experience yun eh! heehhehe

15. Matapos ang saglit na sakay na yun ay uuwi na ba ako?

16. Nagdiskusyon muna pero kumain din,. sa Pizza Hut~ waaaaaaaaah!

17. Nakakahiya ah,. chuchuness bakit ba doon pa kakain?! huwaaaa

18. Umorder ng pasta ~ sakin lasagna

19. Nagdiskusyon pa muli dahil hirap parehong ubusin ang kinakain,.. @_@

20. Gumagabi na rin at naisipan ng umuwi.

21. Sabay sumakay ng jeep papuntang rotonda.

22. Nasaraduhan ng LRT~ kaya't MRT na lang ang sasakyan ni Chet.

23. Buhbye~~~~~

24. Text na lang ulit, . buhbye~~


Nakauwi ba ako agad? oo yata,. hehehe

Nakakatuwa,. ganun pa rin kami,. awooo sa sususnod mas chuchu naman. =)

it's 2:18 in the morning,

pretty early or late?


hmm,.. i decided to post again here,.. AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE


why? i just need to track everything,. as in everything.


As of this moment, ..


Di pa rin nagt-text si Chet,. sabi niya text niya ako pag pauwi na siya,.. 1 bote na lang daw.

Ayun, galing ulit siya sa birthday. inuman ulit.



Ako?



SOBRANG INGGIT LANG


how I wish I could also drink like him


how I wish I could stay drinking with my friends out until dawn.


how I wish ~ I was a guy.



Sabi mo lalabas tayo bukas, kain tayo ng lunch, nood tayo ng sine, magsisimba tayo bago umuwi.


Di ako sanay ng nagpaplano, . .  Lahat halos spontaneous sakin.


Sabi nila mas natutuloy pag on the spot.


Oh well,.. Let's find out tomorrow.


hindi ako nakagawa ng assignment. Ewan, tinatamad ako. haay,.. baka gumising ako ng maaga bukas. Hindi rin ako inaantok. I'm worried,.. sana nakauwi ka na. . .


Oh~ kaya sana makalabas tayo bukas,.. kasi,.. dadating na bukas ng madaling araw dadi ko,..


ewan ko,.. mas open-minded siya kay mami pero mas strict siya.


Ayun lang,.. He is still the best guy on earth for me.


=)


Tamang-tama,.. panigurado madami ulit chocolates saka liquors,.. haay,.. sana magkaron ako ng kasama sa inuman. awww


rant: makakainom din ako~ hehehe at mas marami kaysa sa mga nainom mo,.. ^^;;~ hanap lang ako ng kainuman bwahaha

yeah right.

I'm a bit worried. No, I'm worried. I know we would lead to this from the start.


Diba nga dapat mas madalas na tayo nag-uusap o kahit text man lang kasi di na tayo nagkikita?




Naiisip ko tuloy, bakit kaya nung hindi pa tayo, lagi tayo nag-uusap, kahit nagkikita tayo sa school, Inaabot pa rin tayo ng kalahating araw sa chat.



Yeah, i miss the old times.


Alam ko naman na kasalanan ko.



Malaking part doon kasalanan ko.


Lumipat ako ng school. Hindi ako masyadong nagl-load. Ayoko na mag-SUN tayo.



Sinabi ko sayo yan dati. Pero gusto mo pa rin na maging tayo, kaya pinabayaan kita.



Ayokong nalulungkot ka.


~Lumipat ako ng school~

Hindi na tayo nagkikita, .  Sana magkahimala next term para pwede pa kitang dalawin noh? O kaya, magkahimala at maging legal tayo para naman kahit man lang once a week payagan tayo magkita o kaya pwede ka na rin pumunta dito sa bahay.

Mas prone na tayo sa iba't ibang tao. hehe Eto n nga yung sinasabi ko dati. Good Luck~

kung ako ang guy,. magpapakasawa muna ako sa babae~ . . .  .. . . .  ikaw ayaw mo, . . .



~Hindi ako masyadong nagl-load~

Pag nagl-load kasi ako, saka ka walang load,. vice versa. Alam ko naman na afford natin na bumili ng load kahit kelan pero, ayun,. siguro nga tamad lang talaga tayo mag-text.


~Ayoko na mag-SUN tayo~

Yeah, impractical na nga kung impractical ako.

Naalala mo noon lagi tayong magkatext, globe ka, smart ako,..
Sabi mo mag-globe ako,.. hindi ako pumayag,.. ng-smart ka naman,..

smart tayo ngayon,. pero ilang beses tao nag-ttext sa isang araw?

isa, dalawa, tatlo? yeah~ kahapon isa lang noh?


Ganun na nga ba ako ka-desperado? hindi naman ako katulad nung iba na maya't maya nagt-text para tanungin bawat galaw mo,..


pero sana,. kapag uwian mo na,. may matanggap sana akong text,.. 6pm o mas maaga pa uwian,... buong gabi wala akong matatanggap,.. pumasok lang sa school di na nagparamdam,..


ano naman yung sabihing,."nagd-dota kami,.. "


hay,.. kelan kaya ako makakapaglaro ulit? balang araw makakalaro ko din mga taga-APC, . ^^


ay,. bakit nga ba ayoko na mag-sun tayo? hay,. ayun nga kahapon lang,. dala mo na yung phone mo na globe pati yung smart,.. di mo ako na text kasi low bat pareho,..

pano pa kaya kung SUN yun? malamang marami ng tatawag sayo diba? malamang lagi ka na rin low bat.


saka nasabi ko nah,.. hindi naman kita inaangkin eh,. pag SUN,. mas prone sa halos maya't -maya mgc-check,.. o kapag naman hindi nakapagtext,.. sasabihin iba katext ko kausap,..nag-sun pa diba?


possessive ba ko? hindi naman eh.



practical lang.




hay, kasalanan ko naman talaga eh.


mabasa mo kaya ito?



tsk tsk,.. eto ang ayoko sa relationship eh,. may demands na?


ay,. demands ba yun? feel ko konting responsibility lang,..


di bale,.. babalik din tayo sa dati,.. =)

I was with mai mae and kuya ruel in bluewave (treats in Petron) right before Mall of Asia.




I was suffocating,.. my head is aching.





then I asked them how to light one.



how it is done,. then, . . VOILA!





mae said,. I look alright, . . (implied)



in other words I didn't look like a first timer?




gah,.. spare me now.




*coughs*




this is the last.



I'll just settle to my liquors. =)



I'm sorry,. I just tried,..



Just one,.. one last.







light?

whoah!

it's been,.. uhhmm,.. 7 regular days. 7 araw na po akong pumapasok sa aking,.. bagong paaralan.



sintang paaralan (PUP) turned My beloved APC~

(based from their respected Alma Mater)



haha~ what can we say,. iba-iba ang section ko, iba't ibang tao talaga,.haha



Sa bawat araw, mag-isa lang akong naglalakad, mag-isa ring kumakain, mag-isang nagbabasa, . .



iba nga pag may kasama ka,..


pero hindi naman ako yung EMO na sobrang bitter kasi walang makasama noh?!




Nakakatuwa nga kasi,.. may sarili na akong adventure sa buhay,..



kung saan saan ako kumakain,.. kung saan saan ako nag-gagala sa school,..


tambay sa library tambay sa cafeteria, tambay sa go nuts,..hehehe




ang nakakatuwa,...




bago ako sa APC~



pero ang dami kong kakilala na nandoon,..


1.Unahin na natin ang mga ka-batch ko mula sa Sacred Heart School (kinder, elementary at high school) 2. Sunod na yung mga school mate ko,.hehe not necessarily ka-batch ko tapos yung iba kaklase ko ngayon,.wahahah
3. Mga ka-guild ko pala sa ROADKILL tapos hindi ko alam?!wahaha


not bad right? hindi ito katulad noong pumunta ako sa PUP na wala nga yata akong kakilala,.hahah

i mean wala nga.


pero,..


kung kailan nandoon na yung mga tropa ko na friends ready for settling~



saka naman ako umalis,...



oh dear! my adventures in life~ hehehe exciting! =)



sa buong 7 days,. marami namang development,.hahaha

marami na rin akong nakakausap,. marami na rin tumatawag sa pangalan ko,.. marami na rin akong nakakakwentuhan,.. ahihi at kanina lang may nakasabay na rin akogn kumain ng lunch at umuwi! ayos diba?



so far,.. i'm doing sooo good in school,..

though over adjust pa,..


dahil,.. iba ang pamamalakad,.. sobrang lamig,.. pamatay ang dress code,.. (nakakasawa na maging babae noh!) parang bumalik lang ang dating "lyra" noong high school and in elementary (in terms of pag-aaral at sobrang pagdarasal)


at,... Accounting?



/gg i'm naturally an average student,.. though i excel even if i don't exert so much effort. (raawwr) Just plain meeting the requirements is enough for me,...



As of this moment,.. I'll try to exert effort,.. then let's see if i would earn an asterisk right before my student number in the list of student per subject,.. ^_______^


gah,.. i'm tired,.. I just wanted to eat,.. hahaha

Yeah, .  this is a day that I should rejoice,..







finally,.. I was able to get my transcript free from flaws.








There was one person who was with me all the time.





He smiled with me when I got my first transcript.








Then he was with me when I searched and walked around the school just to fix things up, . .














We were together until this day.















That transcript just indicated that I can finally enroll in APC.














Will I be coming back to PUP?
















Maybe.


















It was at the side of the stairs right in front of Central Station (LRT) ,. ...
















I didn't want to go home yet.















We strolled a few metres from the place just to calm down.












8 trains passed by.











I regained my composure,....








I asked him if he was alright, . .
















He shook his head.
















I have to go.
















We were at the same place overlooking the stairs.










A tight parting hug.



A light warm kiss on the cheek.















GoodBye~














Why didn't I kiss him where lovers normally kiss?











I don't know.













but, .







I do love him.







Maybe, I didn't want our first kiss or MY first kiss to be in that kind of mood.















Suddenly,.. he decided to ride the LRT too.













My destination is EDSA.







His destination is Tayuman, ...









I walked to the  left.










He walked to the right.












We can't help but catch the last glimpse, . .


















9th train just passed by.














He was right in front of me, . .


















I rode the 10th train.













He was still there right in front of me.




















He was wiping his face and his eyes.























He was crying.
















I was making signs on the clear glass door telling him not to,..




















After the beeping sound, . .

















I waved goodbye, . . . .  with a pasted  weak smile.
























When will we see each other again?


















I don't know.






















Partways is such a Sweet Sorrow,.....













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Addenum: Last lines in today's episode in Grey's Anatomy.


"Commitment means effort and sacrifice. That's why we must learn the hard way & we must choose our commitments well."




~ I didn't get the exact words but i think that is what I understood.~





[Note to self: I'll update the whole events some other time. I was just randomly typing today, . . I'm sooo EMO~~ *sobs*]

i'll update this some other time, . . .




breaking news: my friend dorothy got a problem,.. a major one,.. then,.. chat logs overflowing, . . from neil and chet.,..


gaah,..



why me ? ~_~


/EDIT/ eto na ang totoong entry,..


tinamad ako mg-type ZZZZ maututlog muna ako

It is even hard to breath.




I can't type all the details because my strength is all used up.



Summary of the events:

* In the morning, we have to attend our TKD classes [as usual] . We are expecting a Stamina day but then this day is different from all the Saturdays we attended. A girl cried, A friend of mine asked for a break, My sister  almost fainted, [ acting lang] I almost vomited, [ burp lang naman] All of us complained.

I hate white shirt in trainings.

i mean, I hate white t-shirt like blouses in trainings.


why? gaah, . naging see through na yung shirt, sobrang dumi pa. (We are asked to lie down in the exercises)


* Afternoon, . .

hmm~ we went home just to eat and rush the lunch. We made the ballons. We took a bath [again] . We went to my lola's place for the party .


We celebrated my baby sister's 1st birthday today (her birthday is on the 15th). My brother's 8th birthday is in fact celebrated today. HEHEHE

PArty. Party Children's party. It started at 5pm.

todo bopnding magpipinsan. at todo kain din ako. Ako pa unang bumanat sa pink cake na kumukulay sa labi. waaaah. Pero uber sarap din naman.

Pagkatapos lumamon ay gumala naman kami sa park [walking distance lang]


Imbis na maglakad dapat ay,. naglaro kami sa park ng basketball, takbuhan, swing na d naman tlga swing. at see saw na di naman kami makagalaw ni camille kasi balance talga kami. AWOOO

kantahan, kwentuhan at puro joke. Ay isama na natin ang paglamon sa loot bag na puno ng candy. konti lang kasi mga bata kaya kaming mga dalaga ay may loot bag din. hahaha



*Umuwi na kami para magpahinga na rin. haay~


Ka-chat ko si kuya ruel saka si chet [ sila yung medyo matagal eh] Ayun, noong na kina lola pa kasi kami ni kuya, nako nag-aasaran na kami. ung linya niya sa akin,.. "Isusumbong kita" -- huh? nyaakz hanggang sa kami kase nagbuhat ng lamesa at ayun tuksuhan pa rin na " Ang bait talaga ng pinsan ko, .  tapos naghahanap si mami ng lighter kaya tinanong ko agad siya nah, . . "Woi kuya lighter daw" sabi niya wala hahah,.. asa?

tungkol sa chat,.. hmm,. nako nag-away pa sina kuya at mae dahil sa akin. at napaisip pa kami ni chet tungkol sa issue ng pagkatibo na yan. haaaayz hanggang sa linyang, . .

Chet: aww ngseselos ako?! si chet ngseselos?! waaaaaaaa
Chet: :))
Chet: =))
Ly: awaaa


at, .



."kelan ba tayo papakasal?"









 "tara bukas"







Ang lakas ng trip niya.






Pero mas malakas trip ko. hahaha  ASA



~tapos na ang araw na ito~




Addenum update: Alam ko na kung saang part ung masakit talaga.Yung mismong buto sa tapat ng heart bandang right side nga lang ng body ko pero kung titignan ng nakaharap sa akin, sa left yun. haaay. di naman siguro fatal ito.


Masakit nga lang kapag deep breaths o kaya coughs, . . tsk parang hihimatayin ako . haha






I need to rest.

A day full of chores? haha


I woke up a bit late than expected. My mom told us to go to Merville Sacred Heart School to pay Eana's full tuition & other expenses. Not to mention getting Vince's books in Sacred Heart School (Multinational).

I was with Camille. Are we that SLOOOW?! haha It was almost 10 AM when we went out.

Ok, . It has been, . err, . roughly 11 years since I last went to that school. My first school. Things hadn't change. ahaha! Well, It seems like the school is newly painted?

Sr. Eliza was my first teacher in my whole life (parents excluded)and she was the one who attended to us. Let's call this a little reunion? hehe She clearly remembers us,. wah! We are the so behave and quiet way back.(yikes!)

Okay, this actually surprised me.

I know that studying in M-SHS is not as cheap as studying in Archangel Learning Center. (Eana just graduated here) BUT, I never thought that the full tuition was P23,***.00 !! plus the Computer fee that is P4,***.00 !! (HECK?! COMPUTER FEE?! @__@ I almost died contemplating what kind of lesson in Computer for a 4-year old girl that is in Nursery 2?! OMG) and the books plus miscellaneous fees that is roughly P3,000. In exact statement,.. the fee for a Nursery 2 student is P30,194.00 but we just have P29,194 because the reservation fee was excluded in the payment.

~ Enough about the rant~

When I was surprised about the fee 2 days ago,. so i asked my mom,


Me: "Ha? 30 thousand Nursery 2?! E pang 4th year highschool na yun diba?"

Mom: "Si Vince nga 32 na eh" she stated.

Me: "Ha? E magkano ba tuition ko?!"

Mom: "Nung huli? nasa 46 ka."

Me: ". . . . . . "


Ganoon na ba talaga ka-mahal mag-aral?! ahuhu Paano na lang sa panahon ko? Sa mga anak ko? Shet, kailangan ko na talagang maging CPA.

Kung itatanong ng marami, bakit kasi nasa private pa kayong lahat nag-aaral? Eh, pwede naman sa public diba? haayz, . .

Ito ang sagot ng mom ko diyan,. . Napapahamak kasi pag tinitipid. Noong in-enroll si Vince sa ALC, nako nagbayad ka nga ng di masyado kamahalan katulad sa SHS pero ikaw din naman nagtuturo sa anak mo pag-uwi sa bahay. eh kung sa Sacred Heart, kusa na siyang gumagawa. Alam mo pang natututo ng mabuti.

Yeah, kaya nga siguro kahit ang mahal talaga ng tuition sa Sacred Heart School (Reparatrix Sisters of the Sacred Heart ah! kasi marami ng nagsusulputang SHS eh) hindi pa rin makapag-complain mom ko sa turo. Sa bayad lang talaga. /swt

Naisip ko lang, grabe pala nagagastos ng parents ko dahil lang sa pag-papaaral samin. Nako si baby Bhelle susunod pa yan. This coming school year. Kaming 4 ay mag-aaral na sa private school. Si Eana sa Merville Sacred Heart School as Nursery 2. Si Vince sa Sacred Heart School sa Multinational as Grade 3. Si Camille at ako sa Asia Pacific College. Siya as freshman, ako, . . . . ah eh, . irregular na 3rd year panigurado. hahaha (transferee eh)


~Hopes~


Blabbering ended.


Nakakatuwa. hehe Pagkatapos mag-issue ni Sr. Eliza ng mga receipts samin,. ay inilibot niya kami sa school grounds. Paragn ganoon pa rin naman pero mukhang hindi talga naluma. Mukhang bago lahat. Mas marami na ring slides, saka kung ano mang see saw yun hehehe. Sinilip din namin yung classroom. Malaki pa rin at maluwag. Hindi rin nagsisiksikan mga maliliit na tables sa bandang gitna. Mayroon 2 piano at mga cabinets sa likod at ang malaking chalk board sa harap.

Naisip ko lang, . 2 hanggang 2 1/2 ang laki ng classroom na ito sa classroom ko sa PUP eh! ahuhu pati yung blackboard~ 3x yung laki @__@


Yung dating canteen daw ay computer room na. tapos iba na yung cafeteria. Mas maganda na rin yung stage at maraming pwedeng upuan pag snack time.

Nakakatuwa din na hindi nagbabago ang uniform ng Nursery doon. Parehong-pareho sa sinuot ko dating blue dress. ahaha!


Bago kami umalis, pinapitas muna yung gardener ng 2 Indian Mango,. haha Iuwi daw namin, . . ^____^ i miss the good old days, . . hahaha


Sumakay na kami ng 2 trike para makapunta sa Multinational.


Nakita namin na ang office hours ay 9am-11am tapos 1pm na resume. Shucks 10:40 am na. NYAHAHA


Mabilis naman namin nakuha ang mga libro tapos umalis na kami, nakita ko pa ang ate ni Angalynn (tropa ko) kaya kinamusta ko na lang siya.


Wala na kaming pamasahe.


I mean, naubos na yung 100 na pamasahe namin. 500 na yung dala ko. ahuhuhu Buti na lang at may supermarket kaya nag-ice cream muna kami ni Camille at ng-dutch Mill Yogurt Drink. wahahah Buti na lang may barya pala ang maliit na supermarket na iyon? wahehe

Binalak namin manood ng sine (Spiderman 3) pagkatapos ng tanghalian at pagkatapos naming gawin ang mga loot bag para sa party kinabukasan. Children's party eh. 1st birthday ni Bhelle tapos 8th birthday ni Vince. hahaha

fast forward, . .


tinamad na kami lumabas ng bahay. Ang init ksi. Tapos isasama pa pala si vince? edi di pwedeng maiiwan si Eana. Ang dami na namin pag nagkataon waaaaaaa

Nag-basa na lang ako buong hapon.


Tapos ng-DOTA si Vince. Wala na pala akong load pero buti na lang may chikka. Tsk Di me nakareply after 2 text kay Chet~ bagsak ako sa kama eh,..ahuhu


fast forward, . nagisign ako para sa dinner. 9 PM na din yun. haha Sabay-sabay pa kami kumain kahit late na.


Pagkatapos kumain, . hindi pala naglabhan ng katulong namin yugn mga uniform namin sa TKD bukas,.. siguro kasi akala di na kami papasok. hmm kanina lang kasi naisip na papasok pala kami.


Hmm,. . bianbad ko muna kanina lang yung mga pants at naglaro ako ng gameboy,. Less than 30 mins natapos ko na yung 3rd gym hehe. Babalikan ko na sana yugn lalabhan ko pero nalabhan na pala,. nyay. Natutuwa na rin ako at naging responsible na yung katulong namin di katulad dati. hehe Pero ganoon pa rin siya,. mahilig pa rin sa tawag at sa text. @___@



ayy,.. nasabi ko bang bonding kami ni Camille kanina kasi nga magkasama kami diba? ehe

Parang noong saturday lang, nagsuntukan kami eh,.hahaha


Ayun, bukas may TKD, tapos inflate pa namin mga ballons. ahaha Medyo Busy at todo kain nanaman! wahaha



WAAAH, . . naisip ko lang~ Lagi kaming may party! tsk. recently lang 18th birthday ko eh,.. haay, . .


Salamat talaga kay Lord kasi binibigay talga mga needs namin saka grabe ang pagp-provide niya. haay.
Our family can survive and cope to the high standard of living here in Metro Manila. yeah~ That is one reason to thank God.

Kaya taas noo parin mom ko pag kinukutya siya sa office an marami anak niya,.. I can't forget these lines, . .

"Uy buena ang dami mo daw anak ah"

"I can afford " ~ in a sarcastic tone.


HAHA. I hope I can be a CPA shortly so I can help my parents. TSK


Ayan may pangarap na ako sa buhay noh.


~The day ended here~



Addenum: This is weird. I've been feeling a deep pain on my left chest a couple of days ago. Then I think it is quite sperading? As of now, roughly 4 days or so,. The pain is on the right side of my upper limb. Right side lang nga eh! huh?! from my right shouler, to my right chest, to my back,. and in my spine. There was one time that I can feel the pain even in my right arm and right hand. I can't have a slightly deep breath because of the pain. Even a fake cough just made me fell it more.


GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH


I think I'm just overeacting.!






. . . I do hope that I'm just overreacting, . .

" Kung ikaw ang papipiliin.. Kanino ka sasama? Sa taong minahal ka ng lubos at gagawin lahat para sayo! o sa akin na may dalang maraming pagkain? "



HAHA muntikan na akong mapaisip ng sobra sa text messaage na yan.

Hiniling ko na lang na sana yung taong naiisip ko sa choice number 1 ay marami ding dalang pagkain!


BWAHAHA



o kaya, . . tutal naman, . . gagawin lahat para sa akin noong number 1~ edi sasabihin ko magdala siya ng maraming pagkain! WAHAHAHA


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tama nah, . masyado na akong adik sa pagkain eh.


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Another journal entry


Nagising ako ng mga 9 am na, . tsk Halos late na yun,. may taekwondo kami ng 10AM eh. Pero buti na lang at dik kami late,. ^__^


Hindi mataas ang araw ngayon pero sobrang INIT~ at ngayon ko lang naramdaman ito,. kahit noong madaling araw Ngayon ko lang ako pinawisan habang nagt-type sa tapat ng PC kahit na katabing katabi ko lang naman ang electric fan.

Sa gym, sobrang pinapawisan na ako,. wala pa man ginagawa. TSK


Unang linya sa TKD~



"Wala na si Sir Carlo mo, lumipad na siya kahapon"


I answered w/ a smile [smiling girl naman talaga ako eh]

Pero naisip ko, . huh? bakit ganoon sinabi sa akin?



*shrugs*


reaction ng kapatid ko: "Sabi ko sayo may gusto yun sayo eh"


Info: si Sir Carlo ay ang makulit na coach namin sa TKD~ bukod kay ,.. Mam Manel[head coach], coach Sarah, at coach Julius. Si coach Julius ang nagsabi nun as akin,..


huh?


Oh well, . yung last lesson pa man din namin di ko na siya pinansin,. hehe Nainis kasi ako, misinterpreted nanaman pagiging madaldal ko, pagiging ~ Accomodating~ ko lalo na sa mga new friends,. That last day was a day I regarded him as a usual coach. No smiles. No laughs. No teasing. No casual conversations.

Just plain, . "yes sir" ; "thank you sir"


Oh well, that is life. That is our goodbye ^^

Tsk,. Hindi ko man lang nasipa sa mukha yun, . .sayang


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Balik tayo sa TKD~

*sweating profusely*

Hindi ako masyadong napagod ngayon hmm, . .mainit lang talaga. hindi nga naubos yung dala naming tubig eh,..hehe

Walang sparring ngayon. forms lang saka exercises. Ayun, Ang pinaka highlight talaga ay ang mayabang naming classmate na si Bryan tapos siya pa ang ginawang partner ko. hehehe

Hindi ko malakasan yung sipa ko. At ang hina ng sipa niya. hahaha



ERR ANG YABANG TALAGA NIYA


hindi talga ako naniniwala doon sa kasabihang,. "the more you hate, The more you love" kasi applicable lang yun sa mga taong may gusto o crush niya. whatever. Itong sa kanya, nako pure hate talaga. hehe

Pati kapatid ko minumura na siya eh. Oh well~ ayoko ng ganun. Nag-iisip ng masama sa kapwa. Pero sobra na eh. Buti na lang naka-100 squat thrust na punishment siya. hahaha


[ahuhuhu I'm so BAAAD]


Natapos yung training at Sinabi kong hindi na kami makakapunta ni Camille sa Sacred Heart. Magbabayad dapat ng tuition para kay Eana at kuknin na namin yung books ni Vince eh. haha

Mayang umaga na lang~ ^^;;


Pagkatapos ng tanghalian,. nako natulog lang pala ako.


Nagbukas ako ng PC ng mga 7 PM~ ayun nag-compose ng letter para kay mam Mangonon. Pero naka-draft lang.


fast forward, . .


Late na kami nakakain ng dinner kasi hinintay pa namin magluto si mami, hindi kasi nagluto yugn katulong. Nagkataon namang nag-grocery mom ko ng panghanda para sa party sa Saturday kaya ayun 9pm na kami nakapag-dinner.


Ayos naman ang lahat.


Nag-unli nanaman pala ako. Sabi ng tropa eh. hehe Magkikita-kita daw sa monday. Sakto naman pupunta talga ako sa school eh. ^___^

Ayun, march 31(birthday ko) pa huli silagn nakita. hehehe

don't tell me ang comment nanaman saken , . .pumayat ako?! OMG


Nasabi ko bang noong tanghalian ang dami kong kinain? Tapos deretso merienda tapos derecho tulog din at ang napanaginipan ko pa ay PAGKAIN!

totoo yan~ omg


matatapos na ang araw ko. hehe Sana makatulog na ako. aweee

Ang dami kong ka-text kanina. tsk. Mga admirers?!! saka mga dating close friends pero ngayon close pa rin naman.



Iman~ thank you sa pagtuturo tungkol sa torrent! hehe Malalaro ko din yang, . ."Typing of the Dead"




"Jealous Tendencies"


~ pareho daw kaming may ganito. hay, pag-iisipan ko pa,.. ^^

One Who Waits I: The Nomad Who Wasn't
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2990725/1/

One Who Waits II: Past, Present, and Pain
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3305275/1/

Ly: Green Day: green apple Mc Float~
Chet: Green Day~ Green shirts~ Green Apple Mcfloat!~ Green!




Coincidence, . yeah, . .i happens all the time.



Hindi ko na inaasahan na maaayos ngayong araw na ito ang transcript ko pero ginawa ko pa din ang makakaya ko, . . nagpabalik-balik, . . lumakad, . . pawisan, . . mapagod, .  haay

alas nuebe na ako nakaalis ng bahay at hayun, . mahabang trapiko agad ang inabutan ko. Usapan, 10AM sa school, hmm~ ang labo na nga yata. Dumating ako sa MRT taft station, ayun may nagmura na sa may tabi ko, .  ang tagal kasi umalis ng train. May nasira daw sa line. Mga araw nga naman, . .


fast forward, . .

sa sintang paaralan.


ganoon pa rin ang nadatnan ko sa school. nakabukas ang ilaw at ang aircon sa silid ngunit naka kandado ang pintuan. Kahit katukin mo'y wala pa rin. Wala pa namang 11 AM ah? Lunch Break nanaman ba? Kahapon ganito rin dito eh.


Matagal na kaming hindi nagkikita ni Orgilyn. Ksama pala niya mga kapatid niya,. incoming 1st year sila eh. hehe Cutie~ Pumayat daw ako!? nyay!


Summary ng lakad ko ngayon sa school:

Ayun, hindi pa rin maayos ang transcript ko. Hindi pa rin ako makakapag-enroll sa APC,.. haay nako. Badtrip talaga, .  Si Mam Mangonon, . umalis pa ng bansa. Hay, konting tiis pa?! Di ko na alam kung saan ba talaga ako nababagay. Babalik pa ako sa monday, .



Green Day:

Sinamahan ulit ako ni Chet~ nakakhiya na sa kanya,.. aww nagagastusan siya dahil sa akin. AYOKO ng ganoon. Ayoko talaga. Tapos pinapagod ko pa siya lagi. haay

Nagkita na kami kahapon, (pareho pa kami naka-white shirt) nag-asikaso kasi siya ng pag s-shift niya,. ako naman err, . . tungkol pa rin sa transcript. Bad Trip na ako buong araw. Pero gumagaan na pakiramdam ko kapag nandiyan siya. Kahit pareho pa kaming bad trip. (Napilian siyang sa Banking na mg-shift eh)

Coincidence, . .

pareho kaming naka-green,. haha Hindi pala masarap ang Green Tea. =) yung juice ah?! Nag-gala kami. Sa school. Pinuntahan ang mga kailangan kong puntahang opisina, . maghintay matapos ang lunch break. Tumambay sa classroom at magpahangin sa electric fan. Imbis na matulog na lang siya sa bahay, sinamahan pa niya ako, . .


Hindi naman kailangan eh, ..


pero, . .




Maraming Salamat, . .




Tumawag na lang daw ako bukas sabi noong nakausap ko sa Filipino dept. Mas maaga pala akong makakatapos sa inaasahan.


Sobrang init ng panahon, . . 2 pm pa lang. Nag-gala muna kami sa pup. Napunta kami sa oval. Konti lang ang tao ngayon hindi katulad noong una akong nakapunta. May laban kasi noon si ate tina. Doon kami sa bleachers sa gitna ng gitnang part,..basta gitna, . Nag-usap pa rin. hehe. Isa o dalawang beses lang kami sa isang linggo nagkikita eh. Sulitin na? haha

Alas tres na kami lumakad muli at naisipang totohanin ang joke ko. Na pumunta sa Quiapo church, pero uminom muna ng green apple float.


fast forward, . .

Napunta kami sa Recto Branch ng McDo, . yung malapit sa UE yata?! haha nakita pa namin yung tito ko on the way. naglalakad siya kami nakaupo sa harap ng jeep. [buti inde kami nakita?haha]

Ang tagal ng pila dito, . este, .  ang tagal nung nasa harap ko.


di available ang green apple float.


Lipat ng McDo!!!!


Wala sa Isetann, . . wala kaming nadaanan, . . wala lahaaaaaaat


ALAY LAKAD



Maya-maya pa'y, . .nasa Quiapo church na pala kami! oh diba? 1st time ko makapasok doon,.. hehe di nga lang ako nakapagdasal ng maayos, . .



"Ate kunin niyo na po sampu lang para makauwi na ako"



haay~ di ko na kinuha. binigyan ko na lang ng bente.


Masama ba ang ginawa ko?



ALAY LAKAD



sa SM Manila din pala ang bagsak namin. haha, . .


"Ayoko na ng fries. 4 na float na lang orderin natin ha?"


ang adik ko noh?


hehe~


ayun~ pinagsawaan lang namin yung green apple Mcfloat!




5pm~


nag-text na mom ko,.. dumaan daw ako sa ayala para pumili ng cake ni Bhelle, . haay


Napatagal pa biyahe ko~ bumalik pa ako ng boni eh, . . waah



Paalam na muli. Hanggang sa muli. Pagod na kami areho kalalakad eh haha,..


limang oras din yun. Adventure pa rin.


haha~ nakakatuwa sa quiapo~ ^^;;




7:30 na ako nakauwi ng bahay. ayun, . masaya na rin ako kahit pagod na pagod.



Salamat sa inyong lahat, . .




Salamat sa oras mahal kong Chet~



A/N : This would be the start of my journal entries, . hopefully, "everyday journal entries"~  Posts will be boring(of course) But these are parts of my life. Everyday counts. I will never get tired of it.

i just read mai mae's latest post,..

she's not single anymore, . .

She got a boyfriend.

my reaction? quite happy,.. well,.. i really hope she IS happy, . .


gee,. .. I care so much for her that I'd choose to be a guy just to protect her,..


err,... something like that?


Why am I making this post in the 1st place? (Alam ko naman siya at si Dutz lang makakabasa nito, . .haha)


UPDATE UPDATE:

I didn't study for our departmental exams this morning (e.g. LAW & IT)
(Translation: It's not enough)

I have no idea if I did fine.

Am I experiencing depression?

*shrugs*

I've been eating more of what I use to eat nowadays.

I gained too much weight in a short time.

Still more guys on the sides.

I got no plans of having a boyfriend. haha

I WILL QUIT WORTHLESS TEXTING STARTING TOMORROW.

NEW Policy: Ask a question w/c needs an urgent answer,. they I would reply.

I'd be meeting the author of One Who Waits in Megamall on Monday.

^______^ I'm so excited, . . Oh wait,.. Many are backing out? how come?!! TT__TT

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Hey, what's with me? Bakit kailangan ako kasama niyo?

si (kuya) Francis,. niyayaya ako mag-kape,.. nako magseselos nanaman si ate Eloisa niyan!

si Jhon-Jhon niyayaya ako sa concert sa may GMA (Kamuning ba yun) gabi na yun,.. bawal.

Hindi matuloy-tuloy yung Star City na utang ko kay (kuya) Doms.

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Nauubos ko na yung pera sa ka-o-online ah.

Nakapunta na pala ako sa Montalban, Rizal! hehe astig kina Paul, . sarap pa ng shake ng mom niya.

Grabe, ngayon lang ulit ako naka-pag chat ng mahigit 8 hours??

Member na ako ng "KNIGHTS" headed by Sr. Roland. ^___^

My instincts never failed me to choose what is best or right even if I can't justify my choice.

My mom & dad talked to me last friday,.. yeah,.. I shed some tears, . we're doing good after that.

Hindi na lang ako magsasalita kung masama rin lang sasabihin ko.

I still curse. I won't curse tomorrow.

Exhibit in Coastal mall tomorrow at 1pm. I'd be in Baclaran Church hopefully before the 10am mass. I'll be going there alone for the first time.

CD 2 in Yakitate Ja-pan! marathon.

Marathon, . . OWW

Sr. Heathen is soooo good,...

link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGPozbvti6I

/edit/ before I forget,.. Mervin has a girlfriend already. Panatag na ko ngayon,.. :) /edit/



I'm a girl.

I'm not a lesbian.



I'd be a good girl.



Para kunin na ko ni Lord.

~ caused by guys ~

***may hang-over pa ako ng LAW subject namin kaya ganito ako***

Nanligaw sa akin si Guy F, sinabihan ko siya dati na gusto ko siya. Masaya na ako ngayon, after a month, sinagot ko siya. uhhm, . . Mag-2 years na kami.

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Ako si Guy F, gusto ko si Girl J, Ang tagal ko siyang niligawan,.. grabe, . . sobrang mahal na mahal ko siya. Bakit ganun, nage-entertain pa rin siya ng ibang suitors? Nga pala, si Girl E gusto daw niya ko? haha ayun, niligawan ko na rin, . .

***Ako si L--> as in Lyra, ang papel ko dito? Malapit kong kaibigan si Guy F. Wala akong alam sa mga relasyon chuva na yan kaya nakikinig lang ako sa kanya. Palagi lang akong nakikinig. at, . .Nagugulat sa mga sinasabi niya***

Haay Guy F, napakabait mo talaga sa akin, kaya lang kaibigan lang talaga turing ko sayo,.. may mahal n akong iba (Girl J)

Break muna. Ragnarok muna ako. Hindi ako ang pinili ni Girl J. Lahat naman ginagawa ko. Balewala sa kanya. Ayoko na, hindi na muna ako manliligaw.

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Uy, kami na ni Girl E. sinagot na niya ko, . hindi ko siya mahal pero nandiyan na eh. Sayang naman. Si Girl J kasi eh.

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After 2 years, .

May iba ng gusto si Girl E. Pagkatapos ng lahat ng nangyari sa amin? Miss ko na mommy ko. Miss ko na mga messages niya. Na-karma na ko. Sinabi ko sa kanya dati na hindi magiging kami. Iniwan na niya ako 3rd party pa dahilan. Maglalaro muna ako ng Rose. Girl L tayo na lang? tutal naman iniwan ka na ni Guy Z diba? hahaha

****AMP ka talaga Guy F. Gawa tau ng char sa thor. hehe (wala akong maipayo sa kanya eh grabe, . .)****

Huy, Girl L. Kinausap niya ako, wala na daw talaga. Alam mo ba kaya naglalaro na lang ako? Kasi kapag wala akong ginagawa nalulungkot lang ako eh. Naaalala ko lang siya.

*** ...........***




***ANO? Bumalik na pala siya eh! ang bubu mo pala eh,.. akala ko ba gusto mo makasama siya ulit? bakit hindi mo tinaggap grrrr***


Hindi ko naman akalaing in 2 weeks babalik siya.

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tol, nagmessage lang ako para sabihing buhay pa ko. hindi kita nabati nung pasko saka new year ah. hehe

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This entry is supposed to be in a thread in RB. Hindi ko na pinost kasi parang walang kwenta. Totoong nangyari ang mga yan. Wala lang, . . ^__^ nakakabangag 3:30 am nah >__

this entry is inspired by mai mae

this is the Aries' Love Horoscope for 2006 in Yahoo!
Let's see if it's somewhat true, . . ^^ i mean unexpectedly true

Aries

For some time now, your love life has been in a holding pattern. It hasn't been dull -- you get the same endorphins from jogging in place that you do on a cross-country run over varied terrain -- but you're feeling restless. At the beginning of the year, you'll sense the opportunity to deepen a friendship or reignite a relationship that you'd begun to take for granted. Pay attention to the cues that indicate your partner is ready to take your connection to a more intense level. From January through March, give yourself plenty of time and opportunity to ease into this exciting change. Weekend getaways to unusual destinations, like a natural hot springs or a quirky amusement park, will help you two focus on each other's hopes, however outlandish or potentially embarrassing.

Around the middle of March, your ability to concentrate on the softer side of life will be somewhat diminished. Two eclipses, one in the spring and the other at the beginning of fall, suggests that major changes in your day-to-day life are coming, and your focus will be needed in other areas. You can keep your sympathies supple through all this upheaval by lavishing attention on yourself. Massages and daytrips to the spa will help you relax. Classic novels with passionate, inward-focused characters will remind you of your emotional needs, even while your ambition is being prodded by more pragmatic challenges.

By the time the winter holidays arrive, you will begin to feel more confident with the path your life is taking. And perhaps to your surprise, your clear-eyed vision of the future may not include a certain romantic partner. Think deeply about the situation, but if you feel like cleaning out your closet to make way for something new, don't second-guess your preference. You're coming into contact with new people every day, and if someone else is better aligned with your inner self, you won't rest until your lives run parallel in all the best ways.

yeah, . i decided to post certain topics here in LJ, . .

finally?

*gulps*


1. Mai Mae related topics

2. sensitive topics that needs a padlock, . . (yun nga ata yun)

3. nakaka-boring pero mabuting i-quote na chatlogs ni Lyra,. .


ayan lang naiisip ko, . . hehe

yung regular topics,. . favorite videos, songs, stories, rantings, and out of this world thoughts will be present in my bloggie # 1:

http://liureiyi.blogspot.com


enjoy reading!

as if you care? ahihihi







take care! =)









special mention:
i love you to mai mae! :D

nabibingi na ko sa topic ninyong "The Pain of Loving",.. 12 topics naman binigay ni ma'am ah,..bat hindi ib na lang?

ito ang speech ko,..
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Good Afternoon.



"First Love never Dies."


This is not about letting go,.. It's about moving on,..

It was shortly after my graduation in elementary when I first met him.

I was with my mom & my sister when he was introduced to me,..

& from that day on,..

I know that I have to be with him,..
Whether I like it or not,..

I didn't pay too much attention to him at first,..
What's worse,. I just glance at him once a day,..
In short,.. I took him for granted,..

It was when I enter in highschool,.. when I started to love him,.


He became a part of my daily life,..
He became an instrument for me to acquire new friends,..
He helped me to be sociable and to understand other people,..
He helped me to meet & be close to my best friends now,..



But it was one fateful day,..
I was a freshman then in college,..


It was a usual morning with him in Teresa Street,..




when I Lost Him,..


No words came ut from my mouth,..
No emotion was evident in my face,..
He was like a bubble who was gone with the wind without warning,..



I had no time to react with his departure,...



Somebody took him away from me and
I dont wan't to know who.



I regret those times I took him for granted.
I regret those times that i didn't notice him around.
I regret those times when I hurted him,..



This is not about Letting Go,..
It's about Moving On,..



My friends even looked for him,..

Where is he now?
Where did he go??
When will you have a new one??? =)




Now, I am with my new one,... =)
I guess,. it's out of necessity or something,...


I know that I will soon learn to love him.
but not the way I loved the one before,...
or should I say,..



My First,...



I will forever treasure the time we spent together,...



Thank you for listening,...





This is my memory of,....
















My Nokia 3310 =)

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Due to insistent public demand,.. this is my speech,.. i made it,..

while my other classsmates are reciting,. oh diba paspasan? i don't

mind the wrong grammar,.. and most especially the shifting tenses,..

when i say,.. insistent public demand,..ahahaha may humihingi pa talaga

ng kopya!!! weenk,.

anyway here are the topics given to us:
1.Love begets Love - 2
2.Girls just want to have fun - 1
3.Boys dont cry - 2
4.Me and my cellphone - 2
5.Ate Gay should go to the military - 0
6.Let's abolish examinations - 1
7.Is your vocabulary good enough? - 4
8.Enrollment in PUP - 1
9.On Cheating - 3
10.The Pain of Loving - 25
11.The Morality of Man - 1
12. Philipppine Politics 2

SABI ko na eh!!! maraming gagamit ng topic sa Pain of Loving,.. ayoko

talaga ng topic na tungkol sa LOVE!!! kainis,.. halos dumugo tenga ko

dun,.. /pif

I made this entry just for my Mae Ann,..ahaha

i am not used with the controls,..

i'm not sure if i'm going to post here since i think i'll settle in blogspot,..

link,.. http://liureiyi.blogspot.com

hey mae,.. turuan mo ko dito
/swt